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Grand

by Kostya Fedulov

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1.
Proud 03:48
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I don’t understand why I’m facing you praying: I feel you, when I don’t need any mess anymore castle of my selfish kingdom fell down when I told you lies: that I love your touch like I can’t get enough when I’m gonna find the person who will love me with all of my lies when I’m gonna find the soul which I’m in love so deeply when I’m gonna find someone who will accept me I am a liar from the bottom of my heart I know that destiny will make it one time absolutely in life I swear I’ll become more clear I swear I’ll become more honest if clarity will show up to me once in a time of my life when I’m gonna find the person who will love me with all of my lies when I’m gonna find the soul which I’m in love so deeply when all this fog from all of my mind will vanish when I gonna find the creature (which I’m in love with) (vocalizing) when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find my soul? when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find the creature? when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find my soul? when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find when I’m gonna find my peace, in front of you?
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Snatch Your Wig 03:54
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standing still got my head up high waiting for another day another lie tried to save myself in this selfish game now slaying everyone, never the same how it really feels when you’re on the ride kissing, touching, loving, ever high my heart is not so stoned yet but ready to be burned under my bones I’m about to snatch your wig I tried to keep my hand to myself but I never really tried it hard ‘cause you deserve it babe, you deserve it babe I’m about to snatch your wig right now I was cute boy paying no attention to your fucking lies get revenge, get revenge I buried him, I killed him, but I’ll wake him up like he’s a Frankenstein I fight with him, I poisoned him, but I’m waking up him, I’m Frankenstein now all the lies burned out, I see your scared face you wanna run away but I’ll keep you next to my heart, this is my mission remember how it all just started remember all your sweet lies remember when I looked under your vail remember all the good things, bad things happened remember, I’m just getting started remember, I’m full of revenge remember, I’m here to snatch your wig I’m here to do it, right now 1…2…3… I’m about to snatch your wig I tried to keep my hand to myself but I never really tried it hard ‘cause you deserve it babe, you deserve it babe I’m about to snatch your wig right now I was cute boy paying no attention to your fucking lies get revenge, get revenge
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Dirty Trick 03:49
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let your mind be free get down on your knees and say you love me I want your guts don’t look into my eyes at least you wanna see the real beast in me yas! desire’s not love you have to try real hard to get some shit from me to get some shit from me I know you want to break through me never knew you were such shit get some dirty trick from me get some dirty trick from me (now get some dirty trick from me) once you let me look into your eyes and you spilled the truth accidentally accidentally I want you to lie me laying in the bed I want you to lie me sipping the wine I wan to be that guy I want to be that guy, guy, guy! I know you want to break through me never knew you were such shit get some dirty trick from me get some dirty trick form me now get some dirty trick from me dirty trick from me-e-e-e dirty trick from me-e-e-e make me free make me free make me free make me free
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Mess With Devil 03:26
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I walked miles alone if you would ask just to understand who the fuck I am I didn’t get it right, get it right, get it right I feel the end is near, end is near, end is near but that doesn’t matter cause when you’re around me you make me feel great and I don’t ca re (if) I made it wrong way I chose the wrong side and wait destiny to make her choice teach my how to scream how to love you touch baby I’ll be the very precious thing, you’ve ever seen I wanna love you so hard, so hard, so hard I’d rather mess with devil and fall apart black and white (black and white) good and bad (good and bad) wine and beer (wine and beer) I’m untamed for this love I want you to show me how to lay on your chest and don’t be independent teach my how to scream how to love you touch baby I’ll be the very precious thing, you’ve ever seen I wanna love you so hard, so hard, so hard I’d rather mess with devil and fall apart but there’s no road for us anymore, anymore but there’s no road for us anymore, so don’t don’t teach me how to scream how to love your touch baby I won’t be that wild thing you’ve seen I don’t wanna love you so hard, so hard I don’t wanna mess wth devil and fall apart they teach me not to fall apart they teach me not to fall apart but I never listen them but I never listen them I choose the wrong side I made it wrong way and wait destiny to fuck me, whoah! (I made it wrong, I’m full of that shit, turn this mic off!!)
5.
Stache 04:20
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the day is growing, the night is fading my power’s going nowhere the light is drawing and darkness hiding something’s I can’t find the day is okay, I;m using all my force to hide from you but when the sun goes down , I can’t be myself I need to find my stache stache! can’t help myself to realise stache! I thought it’s much more better to rise, rise pulling me, stabbing me, make me wanna fight drowning me, spit on me, so they can’t be right I was built up strong, I was built up tough going through this wild times with you one step forward, ready to be ruined two steps forward, kill this bitch free steps forward, don’t make rage four steps forward, you’re on my age stache! can’t help me self to realise stache! I thought it’s much more better to rise, rise yas, it really is the truth, all the thing I’ve done to myself past year just ‘cause I’ve lost it my brain, my love, my sanity my braveness, and when the clock is ticking, I see it’s time it’s time to wash out the blond it’s time to rise above my thoughts and just be me aggressive, mindless, careless, stupid, but me no one can take that take that ,yes! but who I am without my fucking stache? stache? stache! can’t help myself to realize stache! I thought it’s much more better to rise (stache, going hard, stache, do me right stache, I need you stache, help me here…)
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Grand 03:43
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we’re all standing and holding our hands for you we’re all doing the things that we should do we’re all waiting to see you again we’re all facing you to the very end don’t let us fall apart, just stand into the circle all the thing that I thought right, was so wrong don’t let us fall apart, just stand into the circle all the thing I carried in my ming, I just threw off but something’s not the end I have to live and went from good to bad, through blood and wet I had to know, I had to feel, I had to lose through all the tears, through all the tears I had to live and went from good to bad, through blood and wet I had to lose you, grand.. (I had to lose, lose) thing getting harder, things getting harder wanna fall apart, wanna break down don’t wanna let everybody down, don’t wanna let everybody down. and it’s not that beautiful word I had to say because of you I don’t blame destiny for all that happened I just blame myself, I eat my heart out for not being around when you left, when you left but I’m still facing how this all ended I just let… let my roots tear apart but something’s not the end I had to live and went, went from good to bad through blood and wet I had to lose, lose I had to feel, feel grand, grand it’s no the end, it’s not the end it’s not the end, grand, grand, grand.
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White Oak 03:06
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things getting harder on my chest think I just need some rest, need to care a little less I am the child, not the best mom is screaming from the west: “you’re a little bit depressed”. but I want back all the thing I’ve lost even if it can’t be back but I want back smiles and other stuff even if it can’t come back i remember champagne, I remember some smoke close to death, almost choke bottles hollow, but folk party hard, go get broke even if you just woke, life is not just a joke won’t live as long as white oak now, we’re sitting here feel blessed dancing there get all from chest ripping out our hearts for best me and lovely stormy fest crying at this cruel test life gave us just to confess but we want back all the things we’ve lost even if it can’t be back but we want back smiles and other stuff even if it can’t come back i remember champagne, I remember some smoke close to death, almost choke bottles hollow, but folk party hard, go get broke even if you just woke, life is not just a joke won’t live as long as white oak we’re living, we’re dreaming we’re touching, we’re kissing the reason believing in this stuff we’re dreaming? we have our own meaning, and nothing can lit it the reason believing in this stuff we’re dreaming? old friend came here to smoke, ashes falling, we’re still choke won’t be as that white oak, die sooner, you will know.
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Scream of Speechless Man 04:39
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how dare you?! yes, you! using my loyalty, my devotion laying and crying, without any emotion? how dare you? yes, you! hiding from me, not free for me when I’m, like, ready to fall in love and being free no one can help, no one can help the darkest pit in all of this no one can help, no one can help, to save all what is falling down and we’re rolling down, and we’re rolling down the scream of speechless man make me feel and we’re rolling down, and we’re rolling down oh, lord, I’m not alone and we’re smoking weed, and we’re smoking weed the scream of dumb man make me feel and we’re rolling down, and we’re smoking weed the scream of dumb man make me feel like yeah nothing new, see you through all that shit you’re gonna do, cute and right, never fight, with me ‘cause I’m like bursting down no one can help, no one can help the darkest pit in all of this no one can help, no one can help, to save all what is tumbling down and we’re rolling down, and we’re rolling down the scream of speechless man make me feel and we’re rolling down, and we’re rolling down oh, lord, I’m not alone and we’re smoking weed, and we’re smoking weed the scream of dumb man make me feel and we’re rolling down, and we’re smoking weed the scream of dumb man make me feel like yeah I never knew, I never thought destiny! fuck me hard speechless man, be with me now, from now, from now, from now put me in the dirty, fuck me hard, pull me up I’m always right, I’m always right put me in the dirty, fuck me hard, pull me up I’m always right and we’re rolling down, and we’re rolling down the scream of speechless man make me feel and we’re rolling down, and we’re rolling down oh, lord, I’m not alone and we’re smoking weed, and we’re smoking weed the scream of dumb man make me feel and we’re rolling down, and we’re smoking weed the scream of dumb man make me feel like yeah
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Prodigal Son 03:30
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prodigal son is back to home, prodigal son is taking the blow chemistry doing it way too wrong ecstasy is too much long I can’t help myself doing it right I can’t help myself choosing the white every way I follow from now I go back and I don’t know why drown me, drown me, throw your stones at me never knew I can be far away from here drown me, drown me, throw your shit at me you don’t know the history, never yell at me choose, the said, I never knew how, right way is hiding from me now closed my eyes, to see the stars only way I can just rise I can’t help myself doing it right I can’t help myself choosing the white every way I follow from now I go back and I don’t know why drown me, drown me, throw your stones at me never knew I can be far away from here drown me, drown me, throw your shit at me you don’t know the history, never yell at me drown me, drown me, throw your stones at me never knew I can be far away from here drown me, drown me, throw your shit at me you don’t know the history, never yell at me all the lessons life taught us you don’t have to remember all the liars, and thieves, and betrayers, we’ve been through you don’t have to remember! like prodigal sons we’re back to home, of our mistakes like prodigal sons we go out, and go back again and again drown me, drown me, throw your stones at me never knew I can be far away from here drown me, drown me, throw your shit at me you don’t know the history, never yell at me
10.
Wasted Party 04:25
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life has always been the same, cannot reach that happy day I was leading filthy game, being lonely is insane I learned love is not a play, wasted party on that day told that I was just so lame, couldn’t reach y loving ray I bow down here now to pray , letting all my fears away trynna change my dna, let me feel myself okay searching you on that highway, jesus Christ, I have to pay for all that pain I gave away - being lonely is insane all these wasted parties, I’m going down, going down all I have to do just spin around, spin around no one can do it replace you, replace you you’re my hero I am falling to, falling to life has always been a trick, acting like a badboy dick maybe now I am a freak, but who can stop me, I’m so weak bored from all that mindless chic, away from it, I am homesick moving forward to your peak, screaming you: “just lay down, lick!” my heart isn’t too real thick, at least, not saying I have leak you’re touching it like ancient greek with all that words you’ve said on week wouldn’t mind you call me chick, you know, I’m that snatchy trick just don’t really touch my wig, you’ve declared, you got that big all these wasted parties, I’m going down, going down all I have to do just spin around, spin around no one can do it replace you, replace you you’re my hero I am falling to, falling to forget your words (forget your words) to stay on road (to stay on road) I’m on the cruel road (road) take off your sword to kill the fraud (to kill the fraud) anyway, he’s gonna rot (he’s gonna rot) still on the jealous my only is gone. all these wasted parties, I’m going down, going down all I have to do just spin around, spin around no one can do it replace you, replace you you’re my hero I am falling to, falling to

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released November 6, 2018

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